Welp, Jessica is officially single. Haha, last night actually didn't go badly. We both talked and ended it on mutual terms. Of course, I'm still sad. Shoot, I haven't felt this lonely in so long. I'm not even in the mood to watch Titanic anymore ): but hey, I'm the bounce back kid. I've got wonderful family and friends to fall back on. And it's not like we're going to completely stop talking to eachother. We both said that if the other needed absolutely anything, we'd always have our doors wide open. I'm excited to see where this new life will take me! Thank you, God, for everything you've done with and for me. Keep my family and friend and Jason in your hands and help them stay strong and guide them to become the person that they want to be.
Jannine, Aimeree, & Bianca! Add my new Xanga? superjesssica Thank you guys for being there for me. I will appreciate it always! (=
WOAAAAH. Life has been a roller coaster! Like like like, Medusa status o__o Anyhoooozers! So the family and the monsaluds + moranos went to six flags. We got along so well (: i feel all the more closer to them! That really means a lot to me considering how it's been quite awkward for the past few months. Me and Jason have been on a mini break up for almost a month now. I think tonight he's finally going to make our break up official. It's kinda scary but at the same time exciting! We've been together for almost three years. I'm so proud of him. I've watched him grow up and now he's really taking action. Saturday morning he texted me around 2:30 am saying that we needed to talk. I said that i couldn't since i was on vacation. I knew exactly what he wanted to say though. I was left shaking the entire night. I don't know why, i guess i was just in shock of what was about to happen. He sounded so serious and grown-up. He told me that he finally learned what he deserves and what he doesn't need. OUCH. This was really upsetting because i was trying to enjoy my vacation! It was a little hard because i couldn't stop thinking about him ):< but i managed! Now, i'm just waiting for his call. I'm kinda glad we decided to go on a mini break-up thing. I uncovered a whole piece of Jessica that was hidden beneath Jason. I remembered how much I love being myself and I hate having to compromise and sacrifice myself just to get someone to like me. I enjoy the freedom to do whatever I please and not have someone else weighing me down. I like not having to argue or explain myself. Anyway, Jason is probably gonna break up with me for real tonight. So, here starts a new life? I'm probably going to create a new xanga. I mean, no one will be calling me Jessica Tran anymore x) I already changed my passcode on my phone. I won't delete this though! Too many memories, i guess. Haha, dude i hella think i'm going to be a hoarder in the future! I can't get rid of anything because they are all sentimental! Okay, bye now!
15. Story of my first kiss. -it was lunch time on October 27, 2008. me and jason just ate lunch and he's walking me to algebra. mr. patovisti was still in the classroom and i reached over for a hug. instead i received a kiss on the lips! i was surprised as hell, but i kept my cool and walked into class. i sat in my seat and my friend looked at me puzzled and ask me what could possibly put a smile that big on my face. (=
I stayed up all night talking to Gabby and now we're about to watch the sunrise together. It's a little crazy how no matter how long we go without talking, we always find a way to get back to eachother.He is the one who truly understands me the most and he never ceases to place a genuine smile upon my face. I love him so much, he will always have a special place in my heart. After all, we are unfabulous together<3
Delirious (adj)- Wild with uncontrollable excitement or emotion; ecstasy.
[07:32] moosicaaa: aw, are you lyin' for me? (; [07:32] K:only for you <3
